I’ve been in Detroit for a week now, and it is all it’s
cracked up to be. Like India, where I was living and studying for the past
month, everything is in-your-face-real. While oppression and exploitation exist
all over the planet, here in the USA, we can choose to live in the delusional
state of “free-est nation in the world.” We can stay in our bubbles and pretend
democracy works for everyone. In both Detroit and India, poverty and
devastation slam us in the solar plexus every single day. In India, every
well-to-do neighborhood is surrounded by a ring of slums that provide the labor
to make upper class life possible. A walk of any distance brings you into
contact with children living on the street and rag collectors going through trash
piles, which no doubt includes your refuse.
Here in Detroit, we are flanked by vacant houses. You get
used to the burnt out buildings, shattered glass. You pull up to a CVS at
midday and a security guard inside waves you off—the store is closed for no
apparent reason. Everyone is doing the Detroit hustle—scrambling for a few
hours of paid work, doing a little of this or that. We don’t need much to get
by. Couple hundred to rent a room, another hundred for food to share in your
intentional community, gas money if you have a car….
The macro task of yoga study is to discern between
purusha—the eternal infinite, and prakrti—everything else. The world is so much
prakrti, crumbling, burning up, decaying, so much impermanence. As our
Vipassana teacher, Goenkaji, reminds us: anicha, anicha, changing, changing. If we accept our own constant
state of change, no other impermanence shocks us or upsets us. Detroit reminds
us of our own mortality.
But in that space of impermanence, purusha emerges. If we
recognize the sacredness of all creation, human-made and otherwise, from
crumbling sidewalks to 100-year-old trees, instead of seeing death, we see
transformation and new forms of life. As Grace Lee Boggs points out, you can
look at a vacant lot and see devastation, or you can see possibility. You
choose.
One thing I love about India is that in a tropical climate,
the nature forces are so strong. That is, if my apartment building in India was
abondoned by humans for a month, plants, rodents, insects and other forms of
life, would overtake it completely. Nature consumes, then recreates.
Many spiritual teachers acknowledge that everything is
imbued with spirit, so as the Packard plant in Detroit crumbles, stone spirits
are released from shattered glass and crumbling brick. Rain and snow water
spirits wash over it all, and wind spirits scatter it. I think this is why
humans have always been attracted to ruins. They serve as altars of sorts,
shrines of human effort, once again proving to be impermanent, fleeting
manifestations of prakrti, revealing what remains: infinite and eternal
purusha.
If we recognize purusha at the Packard plant, we can
recognize it in each other. We see the endurance of the human spirit, and tap
into that as a renewable, sustainable resource. We see the endurance of the
earth itself, how she endlessly renews herself. We see creativity, manifested
through ways of living, making art, and relating to each other, as expressions
of purusha.
Here in Detroit, knee-deep in crumbling prakrti, I am
recreating myself in community, opening myself to the wisdom and brilliance of
purusha.
6 comments:
Blessings on your process, Peggy! Thank you for my morning spiritual consideration.
thanks always for your openness and honesty, ann. more later, p
Dear Peggy,
You continue to be inspiring in its rudimentary and profound sense!
the spirits that dwell
i feel that
look forward to more words from detroit
great post. everyone that plans to travel to the institute should read it.
thanks
Yoga tlv
thank you tel-aviv! hope you read the other essays on rimyi too. so important for us to do the inner work to receive the teachings.
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